Holiday Heft.

Well, I figured that I'd write my first Christmas gaining blog sooner or later.  You may wonder what changes I've made.  Sorry to disappoint, but I'm still the same.  Though I have been taking it quite easy and eating till I'm content, there is no apparent gain.  My parents have now acknowledged that I've put on some weight.  That's all they said as I was getting rid of my smaller clothes.  The only things worth getting rid of are most of my tshirts.  

I always wear a tall because since I am around 300lbs. there is a slight over hang visible in front and some visible love handles behind me when I sit.  I argued that my pants were just fine (and trust me they are)  they told me, 'no they don't fit because you put on weight'.  I have been eating big for a log time but since I've reached my plateau they think I'm getting bigger by the day.  Weird.  Nothing else to report.  Wish me luck.   

Thanksgiving.

Why is it that I can't bring myself to eat more than one plate of anything when I'm at a family dinner?  I just get full instantly.  The food was great this year.  I guess I savored it too much and thus it became easy to be full when the food goes in too slowly.  On the bright side, I did manage to pig out impressively the next day while everyone in my family was at work.  lol.  I just sat in the big easy chair watching some DVD's with a big bloated belly bobbling up in the air like a giant gurgling water ballon under my shirt.  It was there I realized how much bigger I actually was.  I never used to fill up the seat of that chair from arm to arm.  And wow!  I totally was.  (*putting one hand on each side and giving my gut a massive victory shake*).  lol.   

The Encourager.

About six months ago, I was just out of high school and found my first summer job as a graduate.  Back then I was not thinking about gaining at all and actually thinking about losing some weight to impress my friends who hadn't seen me in a few years.  I was making some serious money working over the summer as a full timer.  I really didn't know what to do with my money.  I bought a computer and paid for my first semester's tuition fully and in cash.  One day I came across a blog called 'The Encourager'.  This blog was full of gainer fiction and I read almost every one.  Different guys in each story gaining tons of weight and feeling so satisfied.  I was reading them all night.  I don't know what sparked, but I was determined to make a change over the course of that summer.  I went out to all the fattening food spots I could find during lunch breaks and after work.  Downing at least three of their biggest sandwiches every visit.  I would even eat a large pizza every morning before I left home.  After about three weeks it seemed like nothing changed.  

But into the next week, like waking from a dream, I saw what had happened to me.  I became enormous!  I was once at around 280 that spring and was now at the near end of the summer at a wobbling 320 with a waist at 56 inches around.  I'll never forget what reading 'The Encourager' did to me.  It turned me into the guy I always thought I'd be after high school.  I got much fatter and had an easier time doing it without looking at all the buff hunks that filled up my graduating class.  Seeing them every day made me feel a little too nervous to get a bigger belly while they were getting bigger pecs and biceps.  Standing around the hall way they looked like bronzed statues, works of art.  When I made my way through that maze of solid, muscular high school guys I looked like a Thanksgiving's Day balloon pushing myself down the street between these tall buildings.  After my class said their good byes, my shame seemed to disappear.  No more popularity contests.  It was all about making it on your own.  Now I'm in a whole new popularity contest where all the guys around me are the same.  In the gaining community, I'm still shy but at least I'm not an outcast.